I'm ALIVE!!! XD and i haven't written a journal here since march 7th!! wow!! that's like... months ago! so much has happened...

I have a new sktetch book!! XD YAY ME!! i actually started using it in the summer and i actually have some 40 drawings in it... XD that all aren't finished. that's part of the reason i haven't been posting art. and because all my stuff sucks... and my style has completely changed... XD and i have to finish a science map project that's due in 3 days!!! XD by the time i look back at this journal i'll be thinking "wow.. this was so long ago." just like i thought on the last journal.

My birthday is in 3 days... technically two now. i'm not going to celebrate it this year because i don't want to stress out my parents and i don't really want a party this year because i've felt so detatched from my friends lately because i've been going to practice in the band hall for lunch. So yeah.

Last week was busy and i didn't wake up till the afternoon today. I only had 10 hours of sleep in the last two days and i don't blame myself for sleeping like... O.o whoa freak. 15 hours... yeah.

The region thing was cooler than i thought it would be because i sat next to skyler and at cici's pizza i sat next to sawyer. amazing. Amazing i'm alive and actually happy about joining region. XD and i was the only girl from our school in region 1st band.

We also went to the holocaust museum on thursday last week. It was mostly boring but after we left and went to eat at the mall it was fun. Our band concert afterwards was really bad though.

I am currently mad at "Jamesy" right now because he said "Why is it that I like most things on your hate list*, yet I'm friends with you? Shouldn't you add me on your hate list then? By the way, I got bored and read all of that. I see why you're in regular English... You can't even spell read. " ^^# yeah.. and i kinda said some stuff back at him in response in japanese *which he doesn't understand thankfully* I said something like "If you don't have anything good to say, don't say anything at all or say GOODBYE"**

I bet by the time i read this stuff again things will be the same (if not worse) with this situation.


*I Hate ...
Anything with ube, coconut, and cherries. I strongly dislike kare-kare and Dinuguan.
Any High School Musical things because they annoy me.
When it is too cold or too hot
When I am bored
When I have too many projects to do
When I have a drawing block
People who are selfish and self-centered
People who are insensitive to other people's feelings
I do not like losing, but i know it will improve me and what i do so that i can get better and achieve higher.
( XD i would also say people who are lazy but i, myself, am lazy)

**Kisama iwakeba betsunai yoroshikunai, idasa ou mousu SAYOUNARA. Douya atashi chukunai...